Dreamlife

April 29, 2008

Have you ever looked at something ordinary and all of a sudden realized how abstract and strange it really is? Like, a twig. You're looking at it...squiggly little piece of wood...and then you realize it's fallen or broken from a larger lump of wood and now it's just sitting on the ground, getting shuffled around, snapped, and tripped over. And what is a twig? And why do we call it a twig? And how long will it take until it's dried and withered to dust? Will the twig be on earth longer than you? And more thoughts might continue...or maybe they will cease altogether as you simply behold the twig.

About a year ago, I had a similar awareness-process about dreaming - a subject which we all know I am fascinated by! All of a sudden, I couldn't believe that we require hours out of each day where we not only cease standard consciousness, but that we engage in bizarre adventures which we quickly forget upon awaking. Because I sleep about 8 hours each night, 1/3 of my day is spent in some other reality...yet waking reality is the only reality in which I know myself. How bizarre. Who am I during the other 1/3 of my life? What am I doing? That's a lot of life which is unaccounted for! I decided to investigate.

A few months ago, I began the daily practice of not only recording my dreams, but also my sleep habits. I've learned so much about myself in this process, but my friends are surprised to learn this little fact about my life: sleeping has become scientific work for me. I wake up every two hours or so, turn on my little light, and scribble furiously about what was just happening in my brain. It's to the point that I can now predict what sort of dreams I'll have at any particular day in the month because I've been charting for long enough to see the pattern. Oh yes.

In fact, when people say they remember a dream, I smile. A dream. Like there's only one! Last night, I recorded 9 dreams. And there's several that I'm forgetting.

People ask me how I can possibly enjoy a good nights' sleep, considering I wake up and write throughout the night. Surprisingly, I've never slept better! The reason for improved sleep is that I'm aware of my sleep cycle and I'm able to observe the habits and natural body patterns of the cycle. Once you understand this about yourself, you'll be able to work WITH it, instead of just sleeping and waking randomly.

For fun, you'll also able to chart certain dream phases. For example, I've been going through a "post-death" phase in my dreams. This means that I have a lot of dreams in which I die and then experience an afterlife. Sometimes, I even experience reincarnation. So I'm exploring that "reality" right now. It's been strange.

Perhaps there is no objectively useful information that comes from charting the gibberish content of your dreams. Perhaps it's a waste of time. However, I've felt huge benefits from becoming more aware of my thoughts and mental experiences. Plus, the discipline required to maintain a rigorous journaling schedule is impressive. While the rest of the world falls helplessly into sleep, people like me are having ever-increasing adventures - no matter how real, imaginary, bizarre, or meaningful those adventures might appear. In the end, it will offer you a philosophical position from which to view waking life, and you'll begin to better know yourself as a biological creature, as well as becoming more able to understand your mental processes.

There are several theories on what happens to us when we dream...theories surrounding the objective/subjective nature of dreamlife...theories surrounding the usefulness/worthlessness of dreams...theories of biology, theories of spirituality. Every perspective is equally compelling and helps to inform the persons' worldview. In my own pursuit, I've come to develop new ideas about who I am, where I am, and what constitutes consciousness. So, while this experiment might seem frivolous, I assure you that it has the potential to be very deep, if you're willing to go there.

Have you ever tried anything like this? If so, what did you learn? Tell!

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I just re-read this old blog entry which makes some compelling arguments for why dream exploration is so interesting. I really talk a lot about my dreams, don't I?

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This definitely sounds like an interesting thing to do ... BUT how on earth does Kevin get a good night's sleep when you're turning on the light many times a night?

I think this experiment would confuse my puppies who are on a schedule of getting up at 6 am (they sleep in our bedroom).

Although ... it is too interesting to pass up.

Must buy a notebook.

And maybe a pen with glow in the dark ink.

Posted by: Kristilyn | on April 29, 2008 09:39 AM

Excellent questions, Kristilyn! First off, I have Kevin's blessing to do this experiment, since his sleep schedule is potentially involved. However, it hasn't been a problem because I am a considerate Sleep Scientist. If I only have a little dream to jot down, I use this pen, which doesn't seem to bother him. If I have masses of things to write, I simply get out of bed and go into another room, where I can turn on the light.

You might wonder if waking up like this interrupts the sleep cycle, rendering yourself awake and unable to return to sleep. This has not been the case for me. I might wake up and write for 20 minutes in the night, and then quickly fall back asleep. This sort of "wake-to-sleep" cycle has been known to help induce more vivid dreams. Bonus!

Here is a website I visit often, to help me figure out what is going on with my sleep/dream life: Dream Views

I gave myself 30 days to try out this schedule, to see if I could maintain it. At this point, I can't imagine NOT doing it. In fact, what you'll come to realize is that you already wake up several times each night, at the end of each of your sleep cycles. Only problem is that you mostly don't remember it! So, all you really have to do is add the volition to write, instead of returning to sleep. And if you don't typically remember your dreams, it might take a while of writing "no recall" in your journal until you develop a better dream memory.

By the way, doing this experiment has improved my waking memory, too. :)

Have fun!

Posted by: Terami | on April 29, 2008 10:27 AM

I've always wanted to keep a dream journal. I tend to only remember one, maybe two, of my dreams every night. I notice that the dreams I do remember tend to have a recurring theme to them.. always having to do with either being back in high school, a fantastical adventure where I save the world, or both!

Posted by: Elwood | on May 1, 2008 08:29 AM

hi terami. wow first of all, i just discovered this blog! thanks for sharing your thoughts...and dreams. :)

so jumping right in...fascinating subject. its amazing that you can control your sleep so well that you can wake up record your dream and then go back. i usually wait until im dead tired to sleep (dont like tossing and turning). sometimes i feel like i sleep straight through like a log and its morning. i guess i dont remember my dreams...but the ones i do are pretty awesome and vivid. its like a continuation of 'life' or 'real life' at least for me. its usually something that i felt strongly about in my waking life (feels strange to say waking life, lol) that continues in dream. and i have had instances where i have more than one dream in one nite...when this happens and i remember them, they are like little vignettes, scenes that i piece together when i wake up. for instance, when i was at a show with my friends and we have a great time, ive had dreams where the show would continue because the feeling was so strong. the weird part is that sometimes what i see in my dream actually happens! ack. i wish i wrote more of my dreams down...i usually share them in email with friends that were present (the 'i had the weirdest dream and you were in it' emails, lol). but thats the extent of it.

i think dreams are important...always great when you 'survive' them (sleep paralysis is scary). but i think dreams really are a glimpse of what could be or could have been.

i wonder if that's why you're tired when you wake up...you just want to go back to sleep and dream.

thanks for sharing your research...or...um, dreamsearch. :) - j

Posted by: jules | on May 1, 2008 09:03 AM

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