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Sometimes I want to look at the Universe and say, calmly, "I know you don't owe me anything. In fact, you owe me nothing. I get that. I am an insignificant freckle. But, please. Please toss me a bone."

Countless times in the last few weeks, I've wanted to write something in this journal, to keep it fresh. But each and every time, I haven't liked what it is I had to say. It's been a month of depression. I've been keeping myself busy with activities some people would call ridiculous optimism or worse, futility. Hard to tell, which.

I realize that we never know when our luck will change, when the winds will shift course, and our life will start making sense and having purpose. But after a long time of waiting politely, I've come to realize that good things don't come to those who wait. They come to those who do.