Maybe you've decided to create something...maybe at one point in your life you said, "I'm going to do something for other people to understand"...maybe you began to attack a new project...and maybe at that point,you realized that you were a total, freaky psycho.
Psycho isn't a bad thing. Yes, you ARE obsessive, weird, and misunderstood. Who's asking?
For the fourth time, I've written the album. And I'm...um...writing it yet again. Not from scratch or anything. But the pile of rejects is mounting. I'm obsessed with writing. I'm fixated on stories and structure. But mostly, I'm having fun. I realized for the first time in a LONG time that music is FUN. I've been beating it up, spitting it out, squishing it into little packages of celophane, making it sit up and beg, and not really enjoying myself.
So if you're creating something and feel the funness slowly dripping out of your methods, please stop and rethink.
If this journal entry was a bathroom stall, it would read, "I Was Here".
np: Mirah_Cold, Cold Water_(in my head)
